Sometimes songs and words and singers simply enter our brains and remain there like material on a computer and then at the right time the words resurface or the sounds reappear, making the day a little brighter and reminding one of how very much past, present and future can be intertwined.
Yesterday evening I had been entering material into my “journal”, a “private” entry, not a public blog; and wondering if my personal rhymes and real expressions – not academic but indeed philosophical – were of the type that I could compile and self publish. Then this morning all I could hear was this:
Karen Carpenter endorses the rest of us to :Sing a Song, …Sing a song- “dont worry that it’s not good enough…” How beautiful, and how tragic to read the words at the end of the UTube Video. That anyone with such talent and genuine love for others as expressed in the vocals could also have had such an untimely ending. Some may equate the melody and the tune with Sesame Street as indeed the song was shared on their popular station. To me it recalls the shock to learn of a world famous singer whose insecurity about her physical looks overtook her knowledge about her vocal talent and her musical blessings.
Today we have a slightly better understanding about eating disorders- but only slightly. We do not yet understand how the body could turn on itself, anymore than we have a full understanding about addiction, or about poverty. And to readers who are wondering how I can put three separate issues in one sentence, their overlapping “venn diagrams” connections are our collective ignorance about how to genuinly reach out and offer help to one another rather than imposing – name an “ism” here, that would encircle how those who profess to know more than others denigrate rather than empower when supplying prescriptives, and enclose rather than opening up options for others. I have left this last statement broad for a reason; I can’t solve the world’s problems. But I am going to play the song again, and again, and hear why it could become an anthem for preschoolers of the Sesame Street age, and consider how “hope” for those same “limitless horizons” touched on in the last blog post must not be trampled on via education systems, social systems, cultural systems, medical systems, and above all by one another- we owe it to each other to encourage the singing- So this summer whether in the shower, in the car, on the street, at camp, or at your cubicle- SING- Sing out loud- and share your voice with the rest of us.